10-31-12

I'm in DC - flew in over the muddy Potomac and the yellow-orange-green trees. Tomorrow I join other academics from around the country to review NSF grant proposals.

Dinner tonight with a couple profs from Utah and one from Idaho.

This is a photo of DCA. We used to come here when Jes was a baby to watch the planes take off- at least I think that's the memory.

10-29-12

We haven't had rain in a while and the critters are fighting over the water in the bird bath. After this fight I filled it up again for them.

 

Today I had a meeting at noon, another one at 5, and taught at 6. I'm wondering if I will be going to DC on Wednesday or not due to the hurricane.

10-28-12

Sunday. Mom and I went to see the work at the house. Here is the view from the living room to the kitchen.

And the picture you've been waiting for... the limestone floor!

This is the half wall that will have the range on one side and a bar on the other.
Mom and I went shopping this evening at the mall and she bought me a pair of shoes. Afterwards we went to eat dinner at Hamilton's and Squirt rode his bike downtown to meet us.

10-27-12

This is the train that goes through town every hour or two. I live a couple blocks from the tracks right now and hear the whistle all the time. In our new house I shouldn't hear it at all.

Today I worked via email with an interior designer in South Carolina who is helping us with colors. We have decided to use this vase as a color theme for the kitchen.

10-24-12

 

Today was Wednesday Writing Day. That means I stayed home all day and wrote. I wrote two reviews for NSF proposals, wrote the second draft of a paper I'm submitting next week, and wrote the second draft of a grant proposal I'm submitting next week.

I also COOKED DINNER AGAIN (that makes the 11th time since moving here).
And I took this picture for one of my writing pieces.

Tomorrow the electrician is drilling the hole in the wall outside my office at noon so that Squirt can install my DOOR TWEETER!!!!!
Photos coming soon. It's spectacular. Everyone will want one. I'm so proud of my son. You can start placing your orders tomorrow. Yes, you too can tweet to your door. I know a few twitter-bugs who would like this feature.

10-23-12

Today I felt like myself again after a four day migraine and the pit of darkness.
Rode my bike to school for a meeting at 10, worked until 3:30 on my promotion documents, then attended a faculty meeting and met with a student. Got home a little after 5pm and COOKED DINNER!
Afterwards, we went to check on the house and look at some paint samples.
I explored the attic.
I found the above photograph framed.

We will reveal the floor in a few days after some painting is done.
Lots of changes can take place now that the walls are all ready to paint.
It's gonna be a cool house.
The previous owner said to me at the closing, "Be happy there" and I think I will.

10-20-12

 

 

 

 

 

 We had to get there early, we were told. 7:30 we were told. That seemed crazy so we got there at 8. Found a great place to park... and got to eat some biscuits and syrup right away. Saw the whole shootin shebang. By 10 we had seen enough and headed home passing by THREE MILES of stopped cars on highway 14 just hoping to get to Loachapoka for a taste of syrup.


 Afterwards we checked on the house. The floor is done, but covered in plastic. I then spent the rest of the day in bed with migraine day #2.

 

10-19-12

Someone privately asked me how I was doing and my answer was not 100% positive. I thought my reply summed it up pretty well. Here it is:

It's nothing with the university or the job. I think it's just hard moving and starting over with a social life and support system. Nobody is ever at school and it's lonely. The departments are divided by floor and nobody knows other department people. There are no college wide faculty meetings and chances to see people. It's a lonely, almost deserted 5th floor in a 9 floor high rise, the tallest building in town. A town so small there are no antique stores and only one organic grocery and a block of downtown. It's quiet sleeping at night, very Romney conservative, with lots of racial disparity that makes me fume. Poor schools 5 miles from wealthy schools. I didn't remember just how poor it is here. That translates into a different kind of landscape when very few have money to spend, and they go to Atlanta to spend it. No furniture stores. No bakerys. One coffee shop. One. I'm having adjustment issues- thought being home would eliminate my chronic depression, but no. It followed me and I can't even treat it with retail therapy! Sorry- I have a migraine today and am extra crabby.

Adjustment issues. I wonder when they will end. Please, Chrissy, get adjusted. Remember what fulfilled you before. Remember the places and spaces and people and things that helped you feel peace before you moved here. What were they?

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Flowers in the back yard
Artwork on the walls
A kitchen I loved
Neighbors to talk to
A co-op down the street with organics
Friends at work
Texting Miss March during faculty meetings
Dr. Phred walking by my office to check on me
I'm crying and can't go on remembering.

10-17-12

Life must be OK because I'm crocheting again.This is going to be a crazy scarf made from leftovers in my stash and a variety of stitches I've learned over the past year.It represents the craziness of this past year for sure.Last year about this time I was applying for a job at Auburn on a lark, just to see what it would feel like if I got an offer, just to play with the idea. Perhaps "curiosity killed the cat" should be my mantra, because my curiosity about going-home-again has been a difficult adventure. I keep hoping that just around the corner it will all make sense, I will feel the peace I crave, and I won't regret this move as much.

10-14-12

So the tiles are laid and next they need to be sealed and then grouted. We need to choose from two grout colors. The floor is a little more yellow than I expected so I'm glad we can test the grout color on some scraps. The Storyteller and his crew did a perfect job.Now Dan will have his work cut out for him priming and painting and doing trim.... getting ready for the cabinets.Meanwhile, I need to pick out a pendant light over the sink... and I think I want this one: http://www.marston-and-langinger.com/rise-and-fall-light-jade.html

10-13-12

This is the view looking out the building in Macon, Georgia where I gave a talk today. It's on the campus of Macon State College. Very nice facility. My talk was well attended--- I had about 20 faculty and students attend and they were very interested! Of course, I got a migraine from a) the lunch and b)not sleeping well last night in a motel nearby. Luckily I carpooled with a colleague and got to sleep half the way home. Then watch TV all night :)

10-11-12

The kitchen floor is being installed. The wall is up. It's looking good!

I'm so excited about living in this house.

Meanwhile, Squirt built my door tweeter!!! I asked him a month ago to design me one for my birthday and today he got it working. I sent this tweet to it via my iPhone. It's going to be installed outside my office door so I can update my whereabouts remotely.  Very cool.

Jes is having trouble scheduling her radiation treatment. There is a shortage of Thyrogen and they have postponed her treatment until December. And the way they have it now, she won't be home for Christmas. So she is just going to have to push them to get it done in November or January. I hate how long it is taking to get her done with this treatment. She was diagnosed FIVE MONTHS AGO and still is waiting to be "all clear."

10-10-12

 

Taught a class tonight on teamwork. Students had to brainstorm a solution to a problem. It was hilarious! Let's see... what else... oh! I finished writing an article and sent it to the second author for review. Plan to submit it to a journal by the end of the month.

10-9-12

 

I rode my bike to school today!
Sunday I loaded up my satchel and rode it around the neighborhood to make sure I could carry something hanging off one side. Today I did it!

Checked on the house this evening They laid the concrete flooring down to totally cover up the old stuff. Once that sets up well, they will start doing the flooring. They are fixing drywall piece by piece. By Sunday I should have a very different picture to share. I sure hope all this work is worth it. The Storyman really wants us to make a transom window in the foyer too. I'll have to discuss this with the BossDan.

10-8-12

 

12 hour day at work but I took a break to go check out the house. The Storyman got the kitchen floor leveled. See that angled part on the right? He said he had to BURN the floor off there to get it level because there was a hump. He got rid of all the termite eaten wood under where the fridge used to be. Oh boy, it still looks like a disaster though.

I taught a class tonight and all my students from both classes came. It went really well.

10-7-12

It's a good thing I didn't find these until today. I had a VERY productive weekend and got so many things graded, written, and planned. With the help of my little colorful friends!

10-5-12

Our pet ants. We like to watch their kingdom grow.
Finding beauty and living where I live. 

 I was able to get home by 3pm and start my weekend of catching up on work. I did manage to go out for the evening to a "game night" at a colleague's house. We played board games and ate snacks. See Frisbee at the front door? I do like the way our house lights up at night. Our rental house, that is. See the pines behind it? Alabama is full of pines. They are my new best tree.

I'm going to find the time to start painting pines. Find the beauty in a pine tree, a lowly humble pine tree.

10-3-12

This was on a gas station door in the southern part of this fine state. We drove back from the beach today-- I was a reluctant passenger in that car.

Got back home, did some work to catch up on email, then went over to the new house to see what was going on. Not a whole lot. It still looks shabby.

Walls needed, a floor needed, cabinets needed...
And still, it felt good. I felt awe. I felt a bit of peace being there alone in the house I just might, just might, grow very old in.

10-2-12

I am at the beach listening to the waves feeling awe, feeling grounded. I don't want to leave. I want to stay here in my hotel room where it smells nice and is clean and quiet... and just work on my computer and listen to the waves. I gave a talk this afternoon to after-school teachers from around the state. Drove down this morning... and need to drive back tomorrow morning. But I want to stay. This would be a perfect weekend get-away for me-- either a working retreat (to write and produce) or a relaxing retreat (to walk the beach with my self or with Dan).

9-30-12

Drive from Va to Al today. Yes, the peach in Gaffney looks like a butt. I arrived home exhausted. Then had to work after a visit with my mom and a visit to see the new house under construction.