8-19-16

The floor is gone. All of it. This is looking through our house into the crawlspace from the shower corner.

Today I felt better. Worked all day on stuff and went to a friend's for a work social this evening. It was fun.

8-18-16

This is where the shower used to be. See the drain hole?

You can see now that the floor is gone. There were 3" of concrete under the tile. They had to hammerjack it out.

I came out of a two day migraine today. Reducing that medicine was hard, plus, I think I got dehydrated from all the Benadryl to sleep. Ug. Went to yet another doctor today.

8-15-16

Here is where the sink was two days ago. 

Today was the first day back at school for me and I felt poorly. Called the neurologist and he told me to reduce one medication. Hopeful.

8-13-16

BEFORE (demolition starts today)

 Moment of awe at the park

Get together tonight with old friends from high school. 

I made an apple and blueberry cobbler that was gluten, sugar, egg, and dairy free.

But after eating two servings my face started hurting bad. 

I wonder if too much fructose makes it flare.

8-12-16

I'm trying to capture moments of awe to off balance the moments of pain.

I have trigeminal neuralgia, and I probably always will. Finding the right medications, doses, times to take them, foods to avoid, is hard.

8-11-16

Woke at 4am as usual and decided not to fight it. Got up and productively worked. Walked. Ate. Worked. Napped. Worked. Cooked. Cleaned up. Watching Olympics. Ready for bed.
My street.

8-8-16

Hole in the floor at the coffee shop. Taught a 5 year old to knit today while chatting with his mom. I had herbal tea.

8-7-16

Pecan tree on my walk this morning.

8-5-16

Rainy day after a terrible night's sleep. A day of pain.

8-4-16

Just a walk in the park. Started a new anti-inflammatory diet today. Hope it calms my firing nerve.

8-2-16

Guess who moved home? He is sorting through all his stuff to figure out what to store in the attic, what to pack in the car, what to sell (most of the furniture is in the car port or his room), and what to save in boxes for shipping later. The plan is to leave for Denver in a week. SQUIRT!!!! We will miss you so much!!!

My walk this morning...

To see the muddy lake

And rain blessed bald cyprus trees.

8-1-16

I finished this today. The pattern is called Hitchhiker and the brand of the yarn is The Alaskan Yarn Company and the colorway is Denali Autumn, and I bought the yarn from a yarn store in Homer, Alaska called Knitty Stash. I started it in Alaska and finished it in Alabama.

It's squishy and yummy.

I took a break from grant writing today to do some cooking! 

Salad with toasted pumpkin seeds... and two little tomatoes I grew.

Grilled chicken with red peppers, toasted pine nuts, basil, garlic, parmesan, and onions.

7-31-16

I'm trying to walk each morning around 7am and greet the day. I have a nice park to walk in. Today ends the month-- a month wrestling with pain while trying to enjoy life day to day. The pain is better than it was in June, but flare ups happen and scare me. Remembering the peace I felt in Alaska helps ground me and relax my nerves. I'm worrying about this fall-- about my mental health, my pain, stress, and just dealing with teaching and working again. Dan and I plan to take several weekend-away trips to cool places like Appalachicola or Highlands to sink into some nature therapy.

7-29-16

First fruits from the tomato garden. Small. Not many buds left to turn into tomatoes. I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong...

But i CAN grow sunflowers from seed!

Today was my visit to the eye doctor and I got a new prescription for stronger reading and stronger distance glasses. Figures.

7-28-16

I bet you'll never guess what's in this thing.

My grad student gave it to me. It's precious!

7-26-16

Dan wired my lamp!!! It was a pain in the rear end for him.

Now for a lampshade that doesn't belong to another lamp, and I'll put it in my bedroom.

7-23-16

Can you believe I took this photo with my iPhone? The museum is lovely tonight!

And 200 people are here playing games :)

I made a mobile from found objects and handmade ones. Dan calls it my VooDoo thing. I didn't know, but "mobile" means "able to move freely." Makes sense. I never thought of that before.

7-22-16

Nana is learning how to use Pokemon GO from her grandsons TheBeard and Squirt

7-21-16

I finished my first baby blanket. I'm not sure who it will go to, but my plan was to give it to my first grandchild. I knitted it in Alabama, and in Alaska. It has the scent of a campfire and the fresh air of mountains.

7-20-16

Yesterday was all about going to Montgomery to a neurologist who put me on more medicine and told me, "My mother always said, 'shut up and do what I tell you' and that's what I'm telling you." I didn't like his bedside manner, but hope the meds help.

Dan bought the stuff to put my birdhouse on a pole in the garden at the border with the woods. He pounded the pole into the ground today and we mounted the house. I hope some bluebirds find it.

Ran around this morning, and went to an art talk with my mom at a gallery nearby. Talked with a friend about making jewelry. It was a good day.

7-18-16

I gave blood today. To the lab to be tested. Five vials. Looking for anything the may be causing the facial nerve pain. I'm resigned to live with it forever and relish peace and joy when they visit. Thank God for K, the love hate medication that saves my life every day.

7-17-16

I made a creative dinner for family and friends tonight. Tried out a few dishes I'd had in Alaska (got pretty close) and some new ones. This is freshly picked figs and strawberries on a honey infused cream ricotta vanilla sauce.

7-16-16

Today my Nana would have been 108. I think about her every day. Seriously. So grateful for the love she gave me in my early years. I was held and cherished.

I tried the game. It's not addictive yet.

7-15-16

What day is it?

We landed in Atlanta this morning, and it was 9am by the time we got home. The usual unloading and unpacking and washing of laundry ensued along with naps, dinner at Mom's and an early bedtime. Today I picked flowers from the garden, still experiencing my Alaskan Range High. 

7-14-16

Headed home. We had breakfast at the Roadhouse Inn in Talkeetna this morning, re-packed our suitcases and left for Anchorage. Killed some time at the really good Alaska Zoo and saw all the critters we didn't see in the wild (and some we did). Met my high school friend for dinner, and off we go on a red eye to ATL. We will land tomorrow morning!

The Roadhouse

A brown bear at the zoo

My friend and I are celebrating our 35th high school reunion in Alaska. Too bad the rest of our classmates couldn't come too!

7-13-16

The birds were chirping and bright sun was pouring through the slit in the canvas tent on the Jeep roof. I was relieved THAT night was over. Looked at my watch. 4:00 am. After a hot night of poor sleeping we packed up and left for Talkeetna. We decided to stay indoors and found a funky little International Hostel (as opposed to a Youth Hostel) called The House of Seven Trees, and immediately took showers. Visited the museum and examined the ticky tacky for tourists. The view from the river bank was worth the stop, for sure. 

That's Denali there to my right. We went to a local brewery for a flight of beers and set to organizing our stuff for tomorrow's flight home. 

9:00 pm post script on the Hostel situation. 78 degrees outside, even hotter in this upstairs room. Dog barking. Motorcycle. Cars. Loud laughter from hostess. Loud talking with new guests. Phone ringing. People schleping up and down the narrow stairway with backpacks, an open air restaurant under the open side window -chatting, dishes clanging, drinking laughter- , the bunkhouse conversations wafting up into the open back window, and it's 9pm, bright as Noon, and the dog is barking again and the middle of this little town seems like a hot Times Square. Some guy just knocked loudly on my bedroom door. "Oh, sorry, wrong room."

Now I understand why a BOX of earplugs is on the dining room table. 

 I'm trying to be still and quiet to avoid Meltdown #4. 

Pretty much convinced I need a quiet life in nature. 

PPS: it quieted down eventually and so did I. It was a pretty nice place, actually.